Each of us knows the struggle that comes with being “stuck”. We walk miles to move mere inches. Me…. I’m stuck in a way that is new to me. This stand still has been weighing me down more than a sixth graders backpack!
I’ve wanted to talk to someone but there really isn’t anything to talk about.
I’ve wanted to runaway but they aren’t ready for me yet.
I am captive against my will until the clock turns in my favor.
Sounds kind of serious, huh?
I haven’t talked about my current job on the blog. There are many reason for that. Personal reason. Professional reasons. and Privacy reasons.With a surplus of complaints that surrounds all of us I try to do my part to limit the negativity that I spread but sometimes pieces begin to crumble and seams are exposed before your ready.
You see if I look at my life with honest eyes I can’t hid that…
I owe it to my soul to feel a sense of fulfillment even on week days.
I owe it to my heart to find joy in the actions I take and words I speak.
I owe it to my spirit to spend my time at a place where I am welcome.
I owe it to my mind to apply it between the hours of 8:00AM – 5:00PM Monday thru Friday!
I owe it to my body to use it for more than sitting at a desk 40+ hours a week.
I owe it to my faith to believe in where I am going.
I owe it to my future family to be confident in my choices.
I owe it to my legacy to follow my passion and seek out my purpose.
This is a lot to accept but if I arrive at a place one day where my heart can sing, my hands can create and my soul can grow than there really isn’t much more I can ask for.
Orientation is this Thursday and School starts next Monday.
The power is in the eye of the beholder and I am the beholder for once!
I hope yall had an amazing weekend. Thank you for “listening” even though there wasn’t anything to “talk” about. What do you owe to yourself?